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  <pubDate>Wed, 12 Feb 2003 23:38:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Wow ...</title>
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  <description>I haven&apos;t updated in forever.&lt;br /&gt;Meh. I&apos;m not about to either.&lt;br /&gt;Well, a small one I guess. &lt;br /&gt;Tonight: Sworn Enemy and 18v. with Mike. should be fun.&lt;br /&gt;yea, that&apos;s all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THE CHEAT .... IS GROUNDED!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 25 Jan 2003 11:28:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>hey, just let me know ...</title>
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  <description>... I&apos;ll be here for whenever &lt;i&gt;you&lt;/i&gt; need me.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jan 2003 07:16:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Love is so alive, so I&apos;ve got to find a way to make it die ...</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;It&apos;s better to be stepped on than left all alone ...&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jan 2003 22:09:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>yea, this is somewhat accurate ... I guess ... Blah!</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jan 2003 22:04:28 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Dude, this show fucking rocked it yo!</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jan 2003 19:27:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>this is why ppl like jake bannon and I who get screwed over by heartless assholes are better  ...</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;Those nights we had and the trust we lost &lt;br /&gt;The sleep that fled me and the heart I lost &lt;br /&gt;It all reminds me just how callous &lt;br /&gt;and heartless the true cowards are &lt;br /&gt;And I write this for the loveless &lt;br /&gt;And for the risks we take &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll take my love to the grave &lt;br /&gt;As tired and worn it is &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll take my love to the grave &lt;br /&gt;Bitter and Then Some&lt;br /&gt;Death to cowards, traitors, and empty words &lt;br /&gt;To those adorned with the touch of rose petals &lt;br /&gt;And the blessed gift of forgetfulness &lt;br /&gt;For these are your years and days to outshine &lt;br /&gt;Push on and soar higher &lt;br /&gt;This is your memory, your everything, and the in-between &lt;br /&gt;Push on and soar higher&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jan 2003 07:06:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>woot woot.</title>
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  <description>ME &lt;br /&gt;+&lt;br /&gt;Mike &lt;br /&gt;+&lt;br /&gt;Trish&lt;br /&gt;=&lt;br /&gt;XColdCutCrewX&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WE&apos;LL FUCK YOU UP YO.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 11 Jan 2003 17:13:38 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I am so freakin&apos; bored ... and tired.</title>
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  <description>HAVE YOU EVER...&lt;br /&gt;*Kissed someone: she kissed me /shrug. same thing I spose.&lt;br /&gt;*Been in love: blah. sure.&lt;br /&gt;*Been so drunk you blacked out: unfortunatly.&lt;br /&gt;*Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend: never had one. besides, I kill cheaters.&lt;br /&gt;*Kept a secret from everyone: yep.&lt;br /&gt;*Set a body part on fire: haha that shit is fun as hell man.&lt;br /&gt;*Had an imaginary friend: yes. yes.&lt;br /&gt;*Called or seen a psychic: haha. &lt;br /&gt;*Ever cried at a chick flick: oh yes.&lt;br /&gt;*Had a crush on a teacher: *shifty eyes* no ...&lt;br /&gt;*Found a cartoon character attractive: dude, jessica rabbit.&lt;br /&gt;*Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape: Haha. god. no. &lt;br /&gt;*Watched Punky Brewster: oh yea. &lt;br /&gt;*Prank called someone: Haha. The first time I did it they called back and I was scared shitless.&lt;br /&gt;*Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after: I used to and thought it a lot.&lt;br /&gt;*Been on stage: uhm ... yes. in a sense.&lt;br /&gt;*Gotten in a car accident: I rolled twice.&lt;br /&gt;DO YOU...&lt;br /&gt;*Wear eye shadow: I can&apos;t pull it off like Davey can.&lt;br /&gt;*Have a dog: nope. not anymore at least. Tom&apos;s savior took him away from me.&lt;br /&gt;*Want a tattoo, and where: lots. all over. chest, neck, back, lower back, sleeves, wrists, legs, you get the point.&lt;br /&gt;*Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: HAHAHAHAHA. dude. that&apos;s great. &lt;br /&gt;*Crush: yes. yes.&lt;br /&gt;*Do you have a best friend: MIIIIKE!&lt;br /&gt;*Who do you go to for advice: MIIIIKE ... MAAATT or ... my parents.&lt;br /&gt;*Who knows all your secrets? I do.&lt;br /&gt;*Who do you cry with: myself. although I am sure a lot of you have seen me cry anyhow. but shhh!&lt;br /&gt;DO YOU BELIEVE IN...&lt;br /&gt;*God/Devil: Yes. doesn&apos;t mean I like any of &apos;em.&lt;br /&gt;*Yourself: Yes. for the most part.&lt;br /&gt;*Your friends: Yes, Yes I do.&lt;br /&gt;*Aliens: Haha. I&apos;m not Wayman. :D  &lt;br /&gt;*Love: Yes. not for me though.&lt;br /&gt;*Signs: sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;*The Closet Monster: fuck yea man. woo. *runs and hides*&lt;br /&gt;*One person for everyone?: Yep. I&apos;m no mormen.&lt;br /&gt;1. What&apos;s one thing you wish you could do but can&apos;t? &lt;br /&gt;2. What time of the day do you like to take a shit? when do YOU like to take a shit?&lt;br /&gt;3. What is your ideal marriage location? meh. maybe if I was I&apos;d think about it.&lt;br /&gt;4. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? I wish I could sing hardcore. I can only sing metalcore. blah.&lt;br /&gt;5. What&apos;s your favorite sexual position? fuck sex.&lt;br /&gt;6. Favorite fabric? hmm ... whatever.&lt;br /&gt;7. Something you love and hate? bah. girls.&lt;br /&gt;8. What kind of bedding do you use? what?&lt;br /&gt;9. What kind of soap do you use? uhm ... it&apos;s the off brand of herbal essence.&lt;br /&gt;10. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? Maybe if I HAD &lt;u&gt;A&lt;/u&gt; sex life. Hah.&lt;br /&gt;11. What&apos;s the one language you want to learn? probly italian or spanish so I don&apos;t have to laughed at for being a non speaking spanish mexican. haha. COCONUTS OWN! RIGHT JOSH! Haha. My mexican/coconut bro. woo.&lt;br /&gt;12. How do you eat an apple? I get it out of the fridge. wash it. bite it all around and then repeat.&lt;br /&gt;13. What do you order at a bar? EDGE MOFUCKA!&lt;br /&gt;14. Have you ever pierced your body parts? naw ... well, I stuck a needle in my ear once. only have way. my &apos;rents snapped at me. bah. bastards.&lt;br /&gt;15. Do you have tattoos? July 12 yo. woo. thats the day.&lt;br /&gt;16. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? Probly.&lt;br /&gt;17. What&apos;s one of the &quot;funnest&quot; things you&apos;ve ever done? Drove around in Jackies car with my AFI crew/choir. Listening to AFI and totally rocking out with the windows down. Woo. I nearly fucking cried &apos;cause of how great and fun it was.&lt;br /&gt;18. Do you drive stick? I have.&lt;br /&gt;19. What&apos;s one trait you hate in a person? hmm ... want me to list now or later?&lt;br /&gt;20. What&apos;s the soonest that you&apos;ve slept with someone (or hypothetically)? what? I&apos;m not a whore asshole. I don&apos;t get girls. remember?&lt;br /&gt;21. What kind of watch(es) do you wear? maybe if I had a watch. I&apos;d tell you.&lt;br /&gt;22. Most frivolous purchase? eh?&lt;br /&gt;23. Do you consider yourself materialistic? at times. I don&apos;t need a damn thing but my music. that&apos;s all. and my computer. woo.&lt;br /&gt;24. What do you cook the best? You name it I can do it.&lt;br /&gt;26. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? depends in my mooood.&lt;br /&gt;27. Do you have anything monogrammed? maybe if I knew what that word meant.&lt;br /&gt;28. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? Haha. I have before. Rocky Horror Picture Show. Well, I just had make up on.&lt;br /&gt;29. What`s one car you will never buy? one that one drive and let me listen to music.&lt;br /&gt;30. Have you ever done drugs? regretfully.&lt;br /&gt;31. What kind of books do you like to read? I don&apos;t really read. I like to watch movies.&lt;br /&gt;32. If you won the lottery, what would you do first? buy my parents a house.&lt;br /&gt;33. Burial or cremation? burial dude.&lt;br /&gt;34. How many online journals do you read regularly? uhm ... 3 daily  but I read like 5 different ones every now and then.&lt;br /&gt;35. What&apos;s one thing you&apos;re a sore loser at? I suck at everything so I can&apos;t really bitch.&lt;br /&gt;36. If you don`t like a person, how do you show it? I test him at what he claims he/she is. Make &apos;em feel stupid. Or I just become an asshole and make fun of everything about them. &lt;br /&gt;37. How many drinks before you&apos;re tipsy? shit it&apos;s been years and I don&apos;t care.&lt;br /&gt;38. Favorite kind of porn? ASIAN! haha. miles! woo.&lt;br /&gt;39. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? mmm. I do around close friends.&lt;br /&gt;40. Do you cry in front of friends? yep.&lt;br /&gt;41. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? That I love everyone and get along and accept everyone but I really don&apos;t. that or that I get the girls when I really don&apos;t at all.&lt;br /&gt;42. What&apos;s one thing you like to do alone? I am always alone. I like to rock out a lot though.&lt;br /&gt;43. What&apos;s the worst thing you ever said to someone? I hate you with all my heart and soul and I think you should die and I meant it. Said that to my uncle.&lt;br /&gt;44. Are you a giver or a taker? pfft. maybe if I was receiving anything then I would be. but I am a giver all the way.&lt;br /&gt;45. What have you stolen before? Nothing ...&lt;br /&gt;46. When&apos;s the right time to go to the bathroom in front of your significant other? shut up. god.&lt;br /&gt;47. Favorite communication method? blah.&lt;br /&gt;48. What is one thing you don&apos;t leave home without? my cds or my brass knuckles.&lt;br /&gt;49. How often do you have sex? AGAIN WITH THE SEX?!&lt;br /&gt;50. What&apos;s the most painful experience you&apos;ve ever had? When I found out my dad wasn&apos;t such a great guy after all and when I realized ppl were assholes. Blah. Too man to think of.</description>
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  <lj:music>the last night alone.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">the last night alone.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jan 2003 08:25:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>yea I drew this in class on tuesday and wednesday ...</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.printroom.com/_vti_bin/ViewImage.dll?userid=shatteredbyhope&amp;amp;album_id=124709&amp;amp;image_id=0&amp;amp;courtesy=1&quot; alt=&quot;My Drawing&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haha. What can I say, I got bored.&lt;br /&gt;What do you kids think?</description>
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  <lj:music>Last Night Alone ....</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Last Night Alone ....</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jan 2003 02:51:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>omfg ... I absolutely love this song ... Taking Back Sunday is the shit ...</title>
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  <description>I’ll leave the lights down low, &lt;br /&gt;So she knows &lt;br /&gt;I mean business. &lt;br /&gt;And maybe we could talk this over, &lt;br /&gt;because I could be your best bet, &lt;br /&gt;let alone your worst ex. &lt;br /&gt;(And let alone your worst) &lt;br /&gt;I want to hate you so bad &lt;br /&gt;But I can&apos;t (But I can&apos;t ) &lt;br /&gt;Take this &lt;br /&gt;Anymore than you can &lt;br /&gt;So honestly, &lt;br /&gt;How could you say those things &lt;br /&gt;When you know they don&apos;t mean anything &lt;br /&gt;And you know very well &lt;br /&gt;That I can&apos;t keep my hands to myself &lt;br /&gt;(To myself) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I want to hate you so bad &lt;br /&gt;But I can&apos;t (But I can&apos;t) &lt;br /&gt;Take this &lt;br /&gt;Anymore than you can &lt;br /&gt;This is all wrong &lt;br /&gt;And it shows &lt;br /&gt;Certain things I promised &lt;br /&gt;Not to let you know&lt;/i&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Not to let you know &lt;br /&gt;Never let you know &lt;br /&gt;Never let you know &lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;You&apos;ve got this silly way &lt;br /&gt;Of keeping me on the edge of my seat &lt;br /&gt;But you&apos;re only counting the clock against the train &lt;br /&gt;And I&apos;m miserable &lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re just getting started &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m miserable &lt;br /&gt;And You&apos;re just getting started &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;You&apos;ve got me right where you want me&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;br /&gt;(Never told me) &lt;br /&gt;Never talk about this again &lt;br /&gt;Because I didn&apos;t want it to mean that much to me &lt;br /&gt;I didn&apos;t want it to mean that much to me &lt;br /&gt;I didn&apos;t want it to mean that much to me &lt;br /&gt;I didn&apos;t want it to mean that much to me &lt;br /&gt;Anyway yeah...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea this is probly my fav. TBS song. well, at least at the moment. :D</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jan 2003 06:53:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Woo. Oh boy.</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt; Yea, I wrote this about what had happened to someone lovely and I, read it and let me know what you think, &lt;i&gt;Please&lt;/i&gt;? Thanks&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;c&gt;This night&apos;s been oh so long how I need to find a way to cute this nauseating disease. Heartbreak has killed me yet again. She spoke the likes. I&apos;ll regret forever. Nothing keeps me asleep. It was nice to know you were with me on my side to help me to get through. A favor returned by you. How was he to go about this. Storytime never seemed to bring so much sorrow to her eyes. Hope he has a concience to realize that his charm is being scarred by his torn promises. I am forever in your hands. I will always be here. For crushed flowers never seemed to be this beautiful. I hope the wounds will heal with the water I feed you. I hope we&apos;ll meet someday on beautiful blue skies. This spoken word has hit you hard. Not hard enough to knock him down. Yours has hit me like a force feild sheild. So when all is said and done. We&apos;ll hopefully find the way that will lead us to this. Where we will find bliss with each one of each others company. Please, hear me out my precious. I won&apos;t give up. I&apos;ll wait. I&apos;ll wait for this to come to me. I know we&apos;ll make it through. &lt;b&gt;It&apos;s going to be lovely&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/c&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Jeremy Locarni - Take Me Walking With You</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jan 2003 07:05:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>omg Jeremys song is oh so good. Jeremy Locarni kids.</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Please take me walking with you,&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And our friends can come too,&lt;br /&gt;I just hope you&apos;ll come through,&lt;br /&gt;And take me walking with you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I want to stand right next to you&lt;br /&gt;and smell your hair while i sing to you&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Just don&apos;t tell me that we&apos;re through&lt;br /&gt;I think i&apos;m falling for you.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;please fucking read these&lt;/b&gt; woo. they have been&lt;br /&gt;how I am feeling about certain things lately. woo.&lt;br /&gt;jeremy if you read this man you rock. haha. or russell&lt;br /&gt;if you read this let jeremy know that.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jan 2003 12:09:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Forrest Gump once said ...</title>
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  <description>Shit Happens.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, Forrest old friend, You are damn fucking right about that sir.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fuck.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jan 2003 11:49:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>GIRLS DON&apos;T KNOW!!!</title>
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  <description>You think you&apos;re the only ones &lt;br /&gt;who show emotion &lt;br /&gt;Well I&apos;ve been known to cry some too &lt;br /&gt;A very sad rock-n-roll song &lt;br /&gt;A happy ending gone oh so wrong &lt;br /&gt;Even the very little things you do &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;You never let me show you just &lt;br /&gt;how sad a boy can be &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s useless to explain to you &lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;You&apos;d probably laugh at me&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I&apos;m the only one who you&apos;re running from &lt;br /&gt;What the hell am I to do? &lt;br /&gt;Write a sad rock-n-roll song? &lt;br /&gt;Tell you everything I did wrong? &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll just forget the little things you do &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;You never let me show you just &lt;br /&gt;how sad a boy can be &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s useless to explain to you &lt;br /&gt;You&apos;d probably laugh at me&amp;lt;/u&amp;gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I want you to remember that summer &lt;br /&gt;That summer when I drove a million miles &lt;br /&gt;To stop you from dying &lt;br /&gt;To stop you from crying &lt;br /&gt;I held your hand as a part of you died &lt;br /&gt;And believe it or not I cried &lt;br /&gt;Because one year before a part of me died &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;You never let me show you just &lt;br /&gt;how sad a boy can be &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s useless to explain to you &lt;br /&gt;You&apos;d probably laugh at me&amp;lt;/u&amp;gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;GIRLS DON&apos;T KNOW!&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Keep to the sake (Ha!)</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Keep to the sake (Ha!)</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jan 2003 11:07:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>At least I know I&apos;m a true person ...</title>
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  <description>you showed me what love is, a fairy tale that fades with age. I&apos;d open my wrists to mend this hearts hurt to a bitter end if I dare again. Your starlit silhouette on the side of a car light bright interstate I regret. For every &lt;strike&gt;kiss&lt;/strike&gt; I regret, for every day I regret, for every apology that I regret, there&apos;s one thousand times the regret for giving you the time of day. I hope this ruins you &apos;cause I regret every ounce of you... and it seems the rain only brought more smiles and more happiness at that. Its safe to say I won&apos;t forget your face, but I can honestly say I &lt;b&gt;won&apos;t&lt;/b&gt; forgive you</description>
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  <lj:music>RrFaBl</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>I have a fucking headache</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jan 2003 22:39:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>guk is oh soo good.</title>
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  <description>You’ll be accepting my apology &lt;br /&gt;For taking things too seriously. &lt;br /&gt;Sometimes I’m old enough to keep routines, &lt;br /&gt;Sometimes I’m child enough to scream &lt;br /&gt;For everything. I broke in two. &lt;br /&gt;You’re barely missing me. &lt;br /&gt;I’m missing you &lt;br /&gt;And everything you do. &lt;br /&gt;I really do. &lt;br /&gt;I really do. &lt;br /&gt;Sure I do.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jan 2003 22:24:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I&apos;m &lt;i&gt;still&lt;/i&gt; &lt;strike&gt;waiting&lt;/strike&gt; for &lt;b&gt;you&lt;/b&gt; to get over this ...</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jan 2003 09:30:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>You have no idea how I feel right now ...</title>
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  <description>I&apos;m so upset right now .... I don&apos;t get it.&lt;br /&gt;What&apos;s up with you? Why aren&apos;t you talking to me?&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m so confused as to what we are anymore.&lt;br /&gt;We need to talk. I miss you. Fuck. I&apos;m calling you but&lt;br /&gt;your cell phone is dead or disconnected or something. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope you read this right now or tonight at least. or real soon. &lt;br /&gt;IM when you do and let me know what you think.</description>
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  <lj:music>Brand New - Soco Amaretto Lime</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jan 2003 07:26:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Fucking Christ ...</title>
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  <description>To all the girls I&apos;ve &lt;strike&gt;&lt;r&gt;loved&lt;/r&gt;&lt;/strike&gt; &lt;b&gt;GOODBYE!!!&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;...&lt;strike&gt;Thank &lt;underline&gt;&lt;r&gt;you&lt;/r&gt;&lt;/underline&gt;&lt;/strike&gt; for the &lt;b&gt;&lt;r&gt;lies&lt;/r&gt; !!!&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 24 Dec 2002 15:41:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>This will answer your questions about my last post kids ...</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com/users/sinistre/quizzes/Which%20really%20ugly%20glendale%20kid%20are%20you%3F/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.quizilla.com/S/sinistre/1040714203_2222222222.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot;&gt;Which really ugly glendale kid are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-3&quot;&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com&quot;&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;damn right I&apos;m a tortured X fattie. I am no longer fat anymore ... cunt.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 24 Dec 2002 08:24:57 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>This just in .....</title>
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  <description>I SUCK DICK!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 23 Dec 2002 06:17:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>TO : SINISTRE FROM: VINCES PARENTS</title>
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  <description>Nice try buddy, One thing we have around my apartment complex&lt;br /&gt;are video cameras and we will be asking to review those videos and &lt;br /&gt;they are located in the stairwells and enterance/exit gates so I&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WILL&lt;/b&gt; find who you are. If you do not come and clean this shit up&lt;br /&gt;my parents will press charges for vandalism and so will the apartment complex&lt;br /&gt;if I notify them. You have &apos;til 10 am when the office complex opens, to clean this&lt;br /&gt;shit up. If you choose not to do so, then it&apos;s your ass(es). Charges will be pressed.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 20 Dec 2002 22:38:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Fuck Yea, sucka! w00tw00t. hateXcore brothas!</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com/users/shorthairedmetal/quizzes/Which%20one%20of%20my%20hot%20friends%20are%20you%3F/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.quizilla.com/S/shorthairedmetal/1040381309_testresult.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot;&gt;Which one of my hot friends are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-3&quot;&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com&quot;&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 19 Dec 2002 06:40:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Woo ....</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com/users/girlfromhell/quizzes/What&amp;#39;s%20your%20cool%20factor%20compared%20to%20Tiffany%3F/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.quizilla.com/G/girlfromhell/1040275888_esultvince.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;vince&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot;&gt;What&apos;s your cool factor compared to Tiffany?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-3&quot;&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com&quot;&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 19 Dec 2002 01:49:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Kissable and Quiet .....</title>
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  <description>I&apos;d never lie to you. &lt;br /&gt;Unless I had to I&apos;d do what got to &lt;br /&gt;Unless I had to I&apos;d do what got to the truth. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause you could slit my throat&lt;br /&gt;and with my one last gasping breathe I&apos;d apologize for bleeding on your shirt!</description>
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